My new year resolution
This year I desire to love on a completely different level
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Why I am - who I am
So today during dance practice, I was watching the wizard of oz. As I was watching it I couldnt help but think of Pop of course ! I just saw him and I watching the movie over and over ! Him singing along with me and just having a ball ~ then it just hit me. That everyone on stage really knew nothing about me, nor do they have nothing to do with me. That the only person that really matters to me is pop. He knows me, raised me , and loves me deeply. Just made everything seem so insignificant, for a lack of a better word.
Then when I was walking back home- Lynsday and Sam were our back - and they stopped me and said I did an amazing Job today - after talking for a minute - I continue on my walk home and began to think how - I am who I am because of the people in my life ... For instance
My musical/theature/Dancer side of me was instilled in me by POP
My funny/sarcastic/whitty side of me was giving to me by MOM
My love for shopping and good deals comes from Nanny.
and my Fire/zeal for the things of God was rubbed on to me by DAD.
and obviously God gave me those people so I would become who I am
I truly believe that I am who I am because of the people in my life. If it wasnt for them, I would completely different.
God gets all the glory for giving these incredible people to me to inspired by. Lord you are beautiful ! I love you <3 Thank you for them .
*p.s
Things Pop taught me -
Not judge least you be judged
Dont get depressed over the fact that lives is going by fast and you cant help it.
Pray for everyone and everything that needs it
Love the unlovable
Dont speak negatively
Healing is for each one of us
Communion and fellowship with the Lord is a daily things
Love your family ! always be there to listen
Always be there if someone needs you
Be sensative to the Holy Spirit
Take drives out to the country !
Pop taught me more than I could ever know ! God thank you for Pop <3
Then when I was walking back home- Lynsday and Sam were our back - and they stopped me and said I did an amazing Job today - after talking for a minute - I continue on my walk home and began to think how - I am who I am because of the people in my life ... For instance
My musical/theature/Dancer side of me was instilled in me by POP
My funny/sarcastic/whitty side of me was giving to me by MOM
My love for shopping and good deals comes from Nanny.
and my Fire/zeal for the things of God was rubbed on to me by DAD.
and obviously God gave me those people so I would become who I am
I truly believe that I am who I am because of the people in my life. If it wasnt for them, I would completely different.
God gets all the glory for giving these incredible people to me to inspired by. Lord you are beautiful ! I love you <3 Thank you for them .
*p.s
Things Pop taught me -
Not judge least you be judged
Dont get depressed over the fact that lives is going by fast and you cant help it.
Pray for everyone and everything that needs it
Love the unlovable
Dont speak negatively
Healing is for each one of us
Communion and fellowship with the Lord is a daily things
Love your family ! always be there to listen
Always be there if someone needs you
Be sensative to the Holy Spirit
Take drives out to the country !
Pop taught me more than I could ever know ! God thank you for Pop <3
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Volonte - future basketball player
This is going to be a long one * but one of the best !
It all started Thursday, the twentith of October. After My personal assessment I went home and was looking through random pictures of dad packing the container for Haiti. I then showed Brittiney the first video I ever took of volonte - and I went back to the part where my dad said - VOLONTE'S a FIGTER - to the average person that might not seem relevant - but 2 hours later when I got the phone call from my mom, tell me he was taking a turn - and everyone was rushing to the hospital - and that they didnt think he would make it. i knew it meant something. So i went in my room and began to battle for faith. After spending time prayer - crying and just wondering over the issue - I walked in the room and told the girls - not only Will he make it though but He will be healed. Later on that night by mother called and wanted me to pray over speaker phone - He was up and little and could hear me. I was a lil nervious at first - but once I began it all went away. I started my praying in Spirit. Began to seek Holy Spirt on what I should say - then i just began praying every ounce of Faith out of me -I felt the faith - there was no doubt there . I didn't care about what anyone else listening thought = i just knew My faith could make him whole through the Blood of Jesus becaue IT ALREADY DID . well after praying a little later, Marty told me that Doctore Newturk was in the room and Raymond ( the gay doctor ) Praise Jesus ! Marty began to tell me how the Power of Holy Spirit was in the Room and that He would feel it . Praise THe Lord ! Well then I woke up to a text message from my dad telling me that the only thing Volonte remembered from the night before was Me praying and Him thinking I was in the Room ! I was so blessed knowing that The power of God was the only thing He remembered. So then all day Friday - I was just praying and condending for my Faith ! Last night during the service all I could think on what Volonte - During worship, I saw him and I dance together ! and it was just powerful ! So this morning I woke up to Christy calling me, and she was saying some of the most negatives things I have heard * and it hurt me knowing that spirit of doubt was doing to be in the room with him all day * At that point = I felt like I had to step my game up. If i wanted differnce result I would have to do something different ! * I went up to Tia after the session and told her - she said - remember Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God. So I went home - and on my Ipad Search verses on Healing. As I began to read them over - I read the story of Jairus and his daughter - and said Ill come back to this one. Once I did I began to think on how we need to get all doubt our of that hospital room. That Volonte isn't dying - just sleeping ! So then I get to the middle session - and at the end Micah goes into the whole story of Jairus and his daughter. He said How Jesus kicked them out and said Make room for me. So after I called my mom - told her someone needs to be in there all day - making sure that there tending to the atmosphere. After our first session this morning, I left marliz to sleep and I went the the Hamilton Park, I took my intercessory prayer book and started to read about the Power Holy Spirit gives when He mets someone ! and so I then began to walk the park = praying in tongues, and praying words of life over him. I knew I was supposed to call pop and ask Him to go and pray over Volonte - So when I got back from the session I called my Pop and told him what was going on - My Pop gave me a list of verse to look up - He said, No time or Distance matters in the Kingdom of God. He said I was to charge the atmostphere because Satan is the blah blah of the air. So I toook the verses. wrote them on index cards and began proclaim the verses into existence ! And boyy it was powerful = I felt break though ! While reading the WILL of the FATHER ! and so then I began to write out these random Note cards that had things written like - Volonte will be my best Friend - Volonte will go to Haiti and get his mom saved - Volonte will get Married - Volonte will pray basketball ! and when I wrote that out- man I felt dumb - but I keep writing them ! and stirring up my faith - so then I went to service tonight and began to worship - and in the middle of it = I felt like there was a silloet of a person standing face to face with me. but then i thought no no = but 2 seconds later molly got up and said - I felt like the Lord is getting up in our faces tonight and is asking - Do you really believe on me . Thats when I began to break open - Then Mrs. Karen called for kids whose mom has cancer. I thought I should go up anyway - so i moved my way up - and then right before we began to Pray - Mandy Got up and said - Bone CANCE is being healed right now ! I hit the floor and just began to weap. Felt the power and assurence of the Lord ! Was just in trevial and the Holy Spirit began to moun in me and It was just overwhelming ! So then after I got up and called mom - then I came back in and shortly later Kaityln came over and said - I just want you to know - that as soon as mandy said that - I saw volonte runnning !! and playing BASKETBALLL !!! I Freaked out ! and then she began to say his testimony will save the nation of haiti ! It was powerful - so then i went out and called jude and after I told him He said- an hour ago He got up and was alert and drank some water ! And that was around the same time as I hit the floor !!!
OOhhh Jesus !!!!!!!! You are sooo worthy !!! I mean I just cant even contain my thoughts about you ! You touched me tonight ! You met me right where i was at !!! You knew what I needed !! You knew what I said and what kaitylin saw ! You are soo God ! You are all in alll !!! You deserve so much more than I give you ! My heart is overflowing with love for you !!! How I am so thankful for your love that you showerd on me tonight !! You truly truly made this night for me ! I know that you had it all planned and I just so honored to be the one who received such a touch !
Jesus thank you for healing Volonte ! You truly are so mighty and powerful ! You truly love you children ! exspecially volonte ! He's your favorite ! So glad I get to spend much more time on this earth with him ! Please give my family and friends the faith that bring forth change ! You are so might and wonderful * im in love wth you ! Thank you again for Healing Volonte ! Your everything you say you are and so much more <3 love you sooooo much <3
It all started Thursday, the twentith of October. After My personal assessment I went home and was looking through random pictures of dad packing the container for Haiti. I then showed Brittiney the first video I ever took of volonte - and I went back to the part where my dad said - VOLONTE'S a FIGTER - to the average person that might not seem relevant - but 2 hours later when I got the phone call from my mom, tell me he was taking a turn - and everyone was rushing to the hospital - and that they didnt think he would make it. i knew it meant something. So i went in my room and began to battle for faith. After spending time prayer - crying and just wondering over the issue - I walked in the room and told the girls - not only Will he make it though but He will be healed. Later on that night by mother called and wanted me to pray over speaker phone - He was up and little and could hear me. I was a lil nervious at first - but once I began it all went away. I started my praying in Spirit. Began to seek Holy Spirt on what I should say - then i just began praying every ounce of Faith out of me -I felt the faith - there was no doubt there . I didn't care about what anyone else listening thought = i just knew My faith could make him whole through the Blood of Jesus becaue IT ALREADY DID . well after praying a little later, Marty told me that Doctore Newturk was in the room and Raymond ( the gay doctor ) Praise Jesus ! Marty began to tell me how the Power of Holy Spirit was in the Room and that He would feel it . Praise THe Lord ! Well then I woke up to a text message from my dad telling me that the only thing Volonte remembered from the night before was Me praying and Him thinking I was in the Room ! I was so blessed knowing that The power of God was the only thing He remembered. So then all day Friday - I was just praying and condending for my Faith ! Last night during the service all I could think on what Volonte - During worship, I saw him and I dance together ! and it was just powerful ! So this morning I woke up to Christy calling me, and she was saying some of the most negatives things I have heard * and it hurt me knowing that spirit of doubt was doing to be in the room with him all day * At that point = I felt like I had to step my game up. If i wanted differnce result I would have to do something different ! * I went up to Tia after the session and told her - she said - remember Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God. So I went home - and on my Ipad Search verses on Healing. As I began to read them over - I read the story of Jairus and his daughter - and said Ill come back to this one. Once I did I began to think on how we need to get all doubt our of that hospital room. That Volonte isn't dying - just sleeping ! So then I get to the middle session - and at the end Micah goes into the whole story of Jairus and his daughter. He said How Jesus kicked them out and said Make room for me. So after I called my mom - told her someone needs to be in there all day - making sure that there tending to the atmosphere. After our first session this morning, I left marliz to sleep and I went the the Hamilton Park, I took my intercessory prayer book and started to read about the Power Holy Spirit gives when He mets someone ! and so I then began to walk the park = praying in tongues, and praying words of life over him. I knew I was supposed to call pop and ask Him to go and pray over Volonte - So when I got back from the session I called my Pop and told him what was going on - My Pop gave me a list of verse to look up - He said, No time or Distance matters in the Kingdom of God. He said I was to charge the atmostphere because Satan is the blah blah of the air. So I toook the verses. wrote them on index cards and began proclaim the verses into existence ! And boyy it was powerful = I felt break though ! While reading the WILL of the FATHER ! and so then I began to write out these random Note cards that had things written like - Volonte will be my best Friend - Volonte will go to Haiti and get his mom saved - Volonte will get Married - Volonte will pray basketball ! and when I wrote that out- man I felt dumb - but I keep writing them ! and stirring up my faith - so then I went to service tonight and began to worship - and in the middle of it = I felt like there was a silloet of a person standing face to face with me. but then i thought no no = but 2 seconds later molly got up and said - I felt like the Lord is getting up in our faces tonight and is asking - Do you really believe on me . Thats when I began to break open - Then Mrs. Karen called for kids whose mom has cancer. I thought I should go up anyway - so i moved my way up - and then right before we began to Pray - Mandy Got up and said - Bone CANCE is being healed right now ! I hit the floor and just began to weap. Felt the power and assurence of the Lord ! Was just in trevial and the Holy Spirit began to moun in me and It was just overwhelming ! So then after I got up and called mom - then I came back in and shortly later Kaityln came over and said - I just want you to know - that as soon as mandy said that - I saw volonte runnning !! and playing BASKETBALLL !!! I Freaked out ! and then she began to say his testimony will save the nation of haiti ! It was powerful - so then i went out and called jude and after I told him He said- an hour ago He got up and was alert and drank some water ! And that was around the same time as I hit the floor !!!
OOhhh Jesus !!!!!!!! You are sooo worthy !!! I mean I just cant even contain my thoughts about you ! You touched me tonight ! You met me right where i was at !!! You knew what I needed !! You knew what I said and what kaitylin saw ! You are soo God ! You are all in alll !!! You deserve so much more than I give you ! My heart is overflowing with love for you !!! How I am so thankful for your love that you showerd on me tonight !! You truly truly made this night for me ! I know that you had it all planned and I just so honored to be the one who received such a touch !
Jesus thank you for healing Volonte ! You truly are so mighty and powerful ! You truly love you children ! exspecially volonte ! He's your favorite ! So glad I get to spend much more time on this earth with him ! Please give my family and friends the faith that bring forth change ! You are so might and wonderful * im in love wth you ! Thank you again for Healing Volonte ! Your everything you say you are and so much more <3 love you sooooo much <3
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Time flys
Right now, I am at kaitylin oasis house. She is one of my 9 roommates. I am officially a 1st year student at Rsm. I'm here with another one of my roommates diannellii snap. We took the weekend and drove to her home in chatanooga Tn for heR dads wild something party. Lil did I knownthat meant we would b eating alll the birds he has caught :p today I partook of deer, quail, and duck!! I really liked the duck!.... But anyway- we also brought. 3 of our friends jokton, Jackson and Troy ! It hass been so amazing being out of Hamilton !!!! I feel as if I have stepped back into reality ...and now I don't want to go back. I miss life as I knew it. Then tonight mom told me about how Samantha got hit by a car and now has a broken foot!! Lord why am I not there !!! Hurts missing out on there lives!!! Hurts not seeing there faces! I miss our ministry sooo much !!! Hurts ... Buti do what you want. Lord show me I'm in the right. I really want to love it here .... Not just tolerate it. More of you....less of me. Love you Jesus !!
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